My mother is declining in health, and I know that she does not want to leave her house. She is not fit to live alone anymore though, and I want to do what I can, to enable her to stay in her house. That is why I am looking into senior home care in brooklyn ny. I know that this could end up being pretty expensive, but it really does not matter that much, because I love my mother, and I want to do all that I can, to ensure that she is going to be happy. I am not sure how much longer my mother will live. I do not think she has many years left; maybe I should try to be more optimistic. However, she is already rather old, and she is going to be turning 90 in a few months. That is quite a long life, so it probably is not fair for me to expect her to live that much longer. I am not sure that modern medicine is really making people live as long as I thought it would by now. I just have this horrible feeling about putting her in any sort of home for seniors, and I think that this is the only thing that I can do, that I will actually feel good about. All of my other options would make me feel terrible, and therefore, I am going to try to find a home care service that I will be comfortable with. My mother is going to need a lot of attention, as she is quite frail. She is also currently recovering from a surgery, and I was worried that she was not strong enough to make it through the surgery. I am glad that she did, and I hope that I will have more time to spend with her in the future.